Sunday, October 21, 2007
Okay, I just need to get this out somewhere, I think. I feel so nervous about tomorrow that I feel sick. I'm sure it will be fun and everything, but still... Do I really want to be an extra? I mean, I don't even like looking at pictures of myself!! Will I be able to watch the episode if I see myself in it? Will I actually get the courage to say something to Neil? I hope so, because I will regret it for the rest of my life if I don't. I think I may be feeling a bit melancholy because tomorrow is my last day here, and I've been looking forward to this trip since about...what? April maybe? And now it's almost over.
I know I have no right to be feeling like this - I should be excited and stuff, which I am. I dunno. It's a complicated feeling.
Hillary just called me to say that Neil and Judy have some press thing tomorrow morning from 7 to 10 AM, so I should come over at about 8 AM. My first call time! lol She also said that Neil has a scene later in the day in the penthouse, which is good because then I'll get a chance to see him act. Hillary said that everyone will be in tomorrow at some point.
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